My love or Fear
She appeared coincidently,
And we become friends ironically.
Is this the beginning of a new fate?
Or is this the start of another sad story?
I felt her love and care,
Feeling so warm and happy.
But am I really too imaginative,
Or is it really a fact?
Even if it is a fact,
Why must there be so many obstacles?
I dare to take the challenge!
But my happiness might be build on others pain,
Or me, ended up losing everything.
This is a challenge with no perfect ending.
I neither wish my past to repeats,
Nor my current happiness to be gone.
Only one person holds the answers of my future,
But she is also the only person I can’t consult.
I can never get the answer,
Unless I am ready for either of the non-perfect ending.
She appeared coincidently,
And we become friends ironically.
Is this the beginning of a new fate?
Or is this the start of another sad story?
I felt her love and care,
Feeling so warm and happy.
But am I really too imaginative,
Or is it really a fact?
Even if it is a fact,
Why must there be so many obstacles?
I dare to take the challenge!
But my happiness might be build on others pain,
Or me, ended up losing everything.
This is a challenge with no perfect ending.
I neither wish my past to repeats,
Nor my current happiness to be gone.
Only one person holds the answers of my future,
But she is also the only person I can’t consult.
I can never get the answer,
Unless I am ready for either of the non-perfect ending.
wayne :P
seriously, i dunno what to say...had been thinking and thinking and thinking but nothing seem to come out...but will continue to help u think k...
ReplyDeleteBut but but pls slow down a little on ur side as much as u can k...
Hugs...
perhaps you can enjoy the type of special relationship between you two? let her feel that you have feelings for her by your actions ba, cos perhaps she herself might not know what she wants now too.
ReplyDeletebut on the other hand, i know you are afraid of missing out the chance again too. perhaps if there is a good chance for you to talk, you can let her know how you feel, but say you know and understand that you can't expect much from her. and see how she reacts lo.
i like what you wrote. and can feel how you feel. please update us more, things just feel better talking out right. (:
loves.
jiajia
i agree wif wat jia said...very make sense...
ReplyDeleteHi Wei,
ReplyDeleteLong time ago, a guy said, "I can choose to ask her out for a date or not to ask her out. The percentage of me asking is 50%, if she agrees, it would be 0.5*50% = 25%. After knowing more about each other, if she is my Ms Right, it would be 0.5*25%= 12.5%. IF i NEVER ask, my chances of meeting my destiny would be 0%. So, 12.5% vs 0%.... which one would you choose?? so why not take out the courage!!"
Yes, the answer is COURAGE!!
Ask yourself "is she my Miss Right?" If YES, then brave it up!!! Go for it. If you never try, you never know. As long as she is legally single, she still has the rights to find her Mister Right.
But you have to prepare yourself mentally and emotionally to be rejected in the event she chooses not to accept your love.
I support you whatever your decision is.
Cheers!!
Dajie